Not Having Someone To Love

It sounds sad, and it truly is, 
especially when you're the emotional type of guy. 
You couldn't make the best of your days 
when nobody cares about you. 
You wake up sad and lonely,
and just go about your business with nothing much to be excited about. ​

Unless you have somebody loving you, 
your days will always be flat and unsalted, 
you may as well throw up. 
There's nothing to look forward to and everything just looks unhappy. 
Whatever work you do you easily get tired 
and fatigued and you're never inspired. 
And no matter how hard you do your best, 
your best is not the best that it should be. 
It will just be less than your ability. 
There's no driving force behind you, 
no motivation and nothing of those to make you go on and on. 
It sounds silly and foolish all the time 
and you can't do anything about it.
 It just brings you down to the very bottom 
and getting back up is the hardest if not impossible. 
You are hurting every time just by the thought 
that you have nobody to call your very own love. 
It's most unfortunate to be in this, 
but at least you never entertain the thought of giving up 
and losing your very life. 
You're still living the loveless life with no choice.

When you go out and look around the streets, 
you will easily find two people who are in a close 
if not intimate relationship hanging by the road. 
You may find them kissing, 
holding hands all the time and walking obviously 
very glad about each other for their sweet smiles attest. 
From a distance you will feel their burning passions for each other 
and their love which is very evident in their display of affection. 
You may get jealous and wish you were one of them at that very moment. 
Then all of a sudden your eyes form tears at the corners 
ready to overflow any moment. 
You realize that you're one lonely guy standing beside the street 
that nobody even notices. 
You feel invisible that nobody sees you. 
And you will feel something's wrong 
with you for nobody cares about you, and so on. 
All of these feelings pour out of your heart in huge volumes 
that you can't help but let your tears flow like the waterfalls. 
And then you go home right away to your room and cry. 
And then crying will just be another common thing for you. ​

Some people say that
at the right place and right time, 
that special someone who was meant for you 
in the beginning of creation
will come at your doorstep and knock. 
Or in other instance, 
you will just bump into him or her somewhere 
and you will feel the connection right away. 
Maybe and maybe not. 
It's all too unrealistic we think of the matter 
and sounds too good to be true. 
But thinking about this moment now, 
we may have to give our emotions to 
anyone else or just about anything. 
What do you think? 
Do we have to wait or do something else? 
Of course, do something other than waiting 
for  there's no good in waiting unless you're patient, 
and unless you're the hopeful type. 
And never forget to ask for Divine Assistance
from the Almighty. 
He may speed up the arrival
of your special someone 
or cut short your waiting time. 
That is if you deserve such. 
If not, you got to do it your way. 
There are lots of things to love though,
​not just humans. 
And loving animals is a good alternative. 
They can be tamed to be pets at home and somehow 
you will find joy in taking care of them. 
They are adorable and cute most of the time. 
And if you don't find them interesting or amusing at all, 
then you can go back to your sad and lonely world 
anytime you want and nobody's stopping you. 
You have a choice to make. 
To make your life easier
or to make it worse by your drama. 
Think about it.
Sadness and loneliness don't make for a better life 
for they will just ruin you
and sometimes make you lose your mind. 
Never give worrying a chance to dominate you 
for you will definitely fall. 
And finally, the best thing to say is this: 
broaden your horizon all the times of your life 
for you will see how endless
the beauty and happiness 
there is in this world 
and so that your drama will no longer 
affect you as much as it always had.

All of our days should be lived
​in peace and harmony,
happiness and contentment
and most of all with love.
But not everyone is fortunate enough
​to have someone special to love and to be loved back.