Looking like it was planned or intended to form that way
but I just bit it like I would when eating something.
You tried to ignore the first time thinking there was nothing to it
but it bothered you in some way that was why you went back and examined it.
And sooner realized there was more to it than meets the eye.
with nothing else on my mind,
taking a bite that lasted no more than a single second.
I was stunned to notice the heart-shaped bite I left on the fruit.
This happened months ago in 2017.
It just struck me that very moment there was something about it that matters.
What could this possibly mean?
Sometimes we are reminded of something when we least expect it,
something that we dream about or something we long for,
or something that's missing in our lives.
I don't know for sure but one thing I know about heart is that it is love,
and love is all that matters in the world.
Maybe I was reminded that moment.
If you don't have a heart, then you're evil.
If you don't have love in your heart,
then nobody is going to love you.
If love is not in you, then you will never be happy.
This world will never be the same again without love;
it will just be a barren wasteland, a very desolate place.
As we live our lives day to day,
sometime somewhere, fate has a grip on everything that's gonna happen.
Even how serious we are on planning,
anything can change in an instant and we have no control about it.
It's like our fate is fixed no matter what happens
and there's nothing we can do about it.
Everything that happens in our lives is meant to be from the beginning
and it is God Himself Who made it to be that way.
We can't add anything to it or take away anything from it.
Fate can be changed depending on one's development
or when one attains some wisdom and enlightenment.
Things can happen if we willed it to and when God permits.
But it will take years before anything we want to happen will happen,
and it will be at its own set time, the time God set it to happen.
Ordinary, common things happen every moment
and most of the time we don't pay attention.
But in rare occasions, extraordinary things do happen
like when I formed a heart out of my bite on the apple.
It's something worth my time to ponder on it
take some moments to fathom the message it was giving me.
But what could it be?
As far as I'm concerned, I've been loving myself and my family and friends
and some special people I met and known along the way.
My heart is as soft as a marshmallow, and never a stone.
That's why I easily feel love for somebody
even if that somebody doesn't know me at all.
And it makes me happy and inspired loving someone
without the need for that someone to love me back.
I have a love that's pure and faultless, uncontaminated and unconditional.
All I know is to love someone and that someone doesn't have to love me back.
But if in case she loves me back, then I'll be happier.
To love and to be loved remains my inner/outer desire in this life,
something I long for every moment.
It's the one thing I call Heaven On Earth no less.
Nothing else matters much to me than love.